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22 November 2009 @ 03:16 pm
Some people have everything that they ever wanted, I hope they know just how lucky they are.
Hi, just a quick update here! I really wished I had time to blog almost everyday, but no, I don't have the time. Or rather, when I have my free times, I am just too lazy to do much stuffs.
Actually, I don't have much to say. Reading the first sentence of this post, I have to admit that I have been feeling down every now and then. When I browse through facebook, go through videos, photos and everything. I can't help but to feel inferior. But that's that! I'm till learning how to love myself for who I am, though sometimes I get rlly demoralised by what people say or comment about me.
Okay. Cut that! So... I am still in my busy schedule, that explains the lack of posts recently. And it's only till this weekend that I have the time to sleep longer on the weekends. I overslept on saturday so I skipped drama, that is. But anyhow, I am glad for this weekend. Went for flea with Cheng and Mellie then waited for Karen and Eithei while doing work at Macdonald's at Heeren. Hung out outside Ion, headed to Shaw's Mcdonald and chilled till 1230AM before heading to take a bus home.
I woke up at 145PM today. And heading out in half an hour's time! To do work. Hahahaha. ICAs are all cramming up at the same time again.
2 of them dues on Tuesday, and I havent completed any one of these 2 yet. Good job, Rachie!
Hehehehehehe okay I'm off to prepare now. Byebye :)
Current Mood: 
blah
blah13 November 2009 @ 12:36 am
Have you ever wanted to tell someone "I miss you", but there's no one that you're exactly missing? And you don't know who to tell that to. Wouldn't it be nice if you had someone to tell you they miss you too? Like, from the bottom of their hearts.
It's a weird feeling. Not a bad thing, not a good one either. I think it shows signs of emptiness, but there's no one there to capture your hearts. Yet. It's good in the sense that you don't miss anyone at all so there's not much of sufferings. You get it? Hahaha.
But in any way, I'm kind of happy with my life right now. Sometimes when I feel like I need to find a boyfriend, I will just end up not wanting anymore because I'm so traumatised already. Haha! It'll be nice though. But whatever..... how old am I only?
Okok random post here. I need to sleep soon. Finally a day where I can sleep till late because school starts at 2pm tomorrow! Ciao.
Current Mood: 
confused
confused04 November 2009 @ 01:25 pm
Got some interesting information for my running plan.
Health Benefits of Jogging and Running
Anyway, my life's been really busy on the overall. There have been certain small changes made to my schedule and since this is my journal, I would like to note down my schedule here. It's not for you, but for me. However, you are very welcomed to stalk me if you'd like to. Hahaha.
If this isn't bad enough, I'll be even busier than this for the next two weeks or so. Earlier on I went for a drama meeting and got appointed as the leader for one of the lunchtime performances. Lucky it's only for a two weeks. Hope all goes well anyway! Most importantly.. hope that I have co-operative team members to work with. To be honest, I'm kind of scared about this. I'll try my best though. Sieze the day. Lol ok random.
Lotsa ICAs are due next week. Thank God Mr Azhar allowed the presentation of ICA for his module to be pushed back. I'm really afraid we won't be able to finish in time. I don't know why I have the time to be blogging now. Should prolly head to do the insight paper regarding the guest lecture on monday after blogging! I can't believe I spent effort doing up a neat schedule. Oh well whatever.
Bye, till the next time I update :)
Current Mood: 
hopeful
hopeful01 November 2009 @ 01:51 pm
I need/want:
1. New backpack
2. New watch
3. New pairs of shorts
4. New shirts
5. New dresses.
6. New running shoes
7. More pairs of footwears (Maybe 2)
8. New frendship band
9. More socks (Later I go buy many many many hot pink ones)
10. More rings.
11. I think the list is never-ending.
Anyway, if you keep looking at the word "New" on the list, you will find it more and more unfamiliar. Ok, does that only apply to me? Like if you keep pronouncing a word for like over 10 times, you'll find it weird. OK WHATEVER. Haahahaha. So yeah, I need to buy a lot of things. I just cleared 2 on my list so you don't see them above.
I bought.... a new small sling bag and a new water bottle! So happy. Yknow because everything that I own is old and dirty/worn out already so I have to get new ones! The thing is they are all about the same age so they all spoil at the same time! So yeah, new sling bag! I can now throw away my green, skin-peeling-off bag. And a new water bottle, for a new start and a huge change in my life because I have never ever had the burden of carrying a water bottle around. And, if you know me well enough.. I hate to drink plain water. So yes, I am investing on the bottle so that I have a motivation to drink. Hahaha. Drinking water is really important so I really really want to start!
For this I went to research on the internet... The benefits of drinking water!
1. Keeps your brain healthy
2. Water regulates body temperature
3. Flush out the toxins
4. Decrease risk of heart attacks
5. Raise your metabolism
6. Fresh and healthy skin
7. Lose weight by drinking water (See!! So important leh!)
You can find out more if you're interested at http://sportsandcooking.com/health/7-heaLike as if you're interested ah right! I think I'm the only weirdo who doesn't like to drink water??
On a random note, the duck in the duck rice I'm eating now is so fat.
Bye.
Current Mood: 
awake
awakeCurrent Music: Saosin - You're Not Alone
01 November 2009 @ 01:11 am
I miss blogging as often as everyday! You know what, I think I know the reason. I don't have fellow camwhores that I hang out with in school. All of them shy pies. Nevermind lah. Later you guys see them then don't like me already how? All of them are so pretty/cool/etc.
Talking about this, I feel really depressed, inferior, and despised at times. Maybe most of the time for the past weeks, to be honest. You see, since primary school to secondary school and even now that I'm in poly, the people I have been hanging out with are so like pretty/popular. And I am always the one who is almost non-existent (If you get what I mean). Please do not misinterpret me just yet. It doesn't mean that I'm dying for attention or anything. But you know, in this almost superficial world.... you're bound to feel a little affected by all these shitzz. And I'm getting damn used to people telling me all day long that so-and-so from my clique is very pretty, hot, sexy, cute, etc. I admit they are really of those qualities but yeah... gets me really affected by them comments.
Well, whatever Rachel Tan. Guess I'll have to really learn to have some freaking confidence in myself. And also.. maybe get used to all these comments. Not like I'm not used to them yet, anyway.
Okay. Enough of that. Week 2 has ended. I can see all the ICAs are coming in really quick already. And they're all quite challenging. I hope I'll have fun! So far.. I haven't offended any grouping God so my groupings are really awesome! Super lucky of me to be grouped with my cutiepies for storyboarding ICA1. It's going to be really crazy thinking of a fantasy drama with them. Looking forward to another week of craziness and lack of sleep! Goodnight ya'all. Having a terrible headache now.
Current Mood: calm
calmCurrent Music: Paramore - Ignorance
23 October 2009 @ 03:09 pm
First week of school has passed! I can say I had fun. I guess? Hehe. Quite a slackish week, with 5 assignments though. Relatively light work already! From next week onwards, I know it will be tough once again. No more honeymoon period! But I'm looking forward to it :)
You know what, I think I am crazy. I have 3 CCAs now! Yes, Skate club is here! Yayness to the max. Now there's no reason for me to slack in this aspect. We'll see if I can cope :/ Kinda like having a busy life although it's gonna be really tiring for me. Let's hope I won't fall sick! Not looking forward to my next period. I don't like bloody crampy days! :(
Okay. There's alot of stuffs going on right now. Of course, there's school. Then, there is this T.net Club YOUth Got Talent that I've joined and have gotten into the semi-finals along with all the soundcard people who also joined. Different categories though. Mine is with kidz from 11 years old to my age. But these kids are good! Hahaha. Semi-finals is going to happen this Sunday. Just gonna try my best aye. Thirdly, NYP Jam! Got a group already. Sorry Max, Husayn and Luqqie! :/ Hope it's gonna be a good one! I can't think of anymore stuffs going on but I know there are some more. But that's okay, I bet you ain't interested anyways :)
Ok, ciao. I'm going to complete my assignments now!
Current Mood: 
happy
happyCurrent Music: The Veronicas - Heavily Broken
15 October 2009 @ 01:58 pm
10 October: Happy Birthday ME! 
12 October: Happy Birthday Shawn Pang! 
Have I told you how sucky my new timetable is?! My tuesdays ends at 10PM! Luckily I don't stay at Pasir Ris or something! Few of my poor classmates stays there! Imagine the fatigue... Sigh blame who? Blame some part time teacher. He better be hot or.... nothing. Haha! So because of that my vocals have to be shifted to monday.
So this is how my schedule will be like (On a rough basis):
Monday: 9AM - 5PM, Vocals at 8.30PM - 10PM
Tuesday: 11AM - 10PM (!!!?!)
Wednesday: 9AM - 1.50PM, , Drama sessions at 6PM (I think)
Thursday: 9AM - 4PM, Soundcard at 6PM - 9PM
Friday: 8AM - 4PM, With a Godly 4 hours break in between 10AM to 2PM, then caroling practices till Dec.
In midst of such a schedule, I still hope NYP Skate club will happen!! :D
Current Mood: happy
happyCurrent Music: Mario - Crying out for me
11 October 2009 @ 06:14 pm
Hi babies I'm backzzzz. Sorry, have you been missing me? HEHEHE. It's been damn damn long since I posted. I think. Relatively long, I guess. I used to blog almost everyday! Gheez the laziness is setting in so nicely recently. Anyhow, I'm just gonna do a quick update over here.
Mmhmm, recent highlights? Soundcard Chalet, Sheng Siong Singing competition audition, and most importantly!!! My Kickass Birthday! Hahaha. I wasn't very excited about it initially. To think I was so indifferent to it till the extent that when Coke asked me about any plans, I asked him to plan it for me. Thanks Cokey! I love you superly <3
( See see aye! )
Soundcard chalet was fun! Like.. the activities were a-okay but somehow, it was fun! Prolly cause of the company and the funny stuffs we did. Got to know some of them better. Especially Maya! Betik. Damn crazy. I like! Heeheehee. I think some of them got to know be better as well. Like.. How sick I am. Or rather, how funny I can get? Honestly, if you really get to know me, you'll realise just how fun I am as a person! Awww self-praise :)
Ok, next topicz. My birthday! This year's was kinda unexpectedly good. I got a suprise from Belinda at 12AM, and another from my poly babes; Rachel Cheng, Mellie and Ei Thei. Not forgetting Karen, who helped me made a super duper impossible wish. But I like! Baby G baby G come to me! HAHAHAHA. Ok shut up. Anyway, thank you so so so so much for suprising me, all you sweetiepies! Love you guys till sky teeth oceans leg! HAHAHA Direct translate it and you will get it! Heehee so anyways, I went for this Sheng Siong singing audition on my birthday morning with some of my soundcard mates. I think I'm cursed with cheena songs. I screwed the lyrics up. AGAIN. Don't ask me why is it "Again" because it's such a bad trauma, it's prolly my "sub-phobia"! Ok whatever about the audition. Results in 10 days time.
Dinner with Coke, Yap, Hongyu, Genevieve, Renkai, Lenny, Jonathan, David, Kahming, Justin at braddell in the night. Kick-ass oysters! I'm missing it now already. Gah hehe as usual, I had fun! Lotsa fun. It's always fun with these people. I'm glad I have such crappy friends (In a good way!). The only regret? I didn't camwhore! Not at all! Fucking sad!
Omg, I'm kinda blinded by so much words. Maybe I should just stop talking already.
Okay okay here comes the last part of this post! Sri's Birthday party cum Raya! I wore the malay costume there! Hehehehe. So preeety. Some say I look like a minah in the costume. In my opinion, I think I rlly looked malay! Sri's grandmother talked to me in malay. And I didn't know what to reply so I just said "Aku Cina". HAHAHA. Freaking hilarious coming to think about it. Hmmm okok shut up already!!
( Pictures for you! )
Oh yeah yeah today I went to work at an event thanks to Max! Was a helper at a games booth in a senior citizen campaign or smth like that. It was super tiring in the first hour. If you read my twitter, I had alot of complains about the old people! They are kiasu and all. And most shocking of all, they were cunning!!! Omg. Germs and I got cheated by them. HAHAHA. But anyways, it was super easy money. I like!
OK BYE. I have lots of things to say. But uhhh, tomorrow!
Eh okok I really don't mean to be irritating but I can't wait to share this piece of good news! Kahming says that NYP is going to starts its skate club soon. I. Can't. Wait! Then I'll have 3 CCAs but who cares, really? I'm so hyped up thinking about that!! :D
BYE! In peace.
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerfulCurrent Music: Colbie Caillat - Fallin' for you
01 October 2009 @ 12:57 pm
Maybe I shouldn't be so nice to everyone?
(Sorry ah but I really think I'm nice)
Mmmmm. Anywayssxvzvzczbnc.
Had soundcard practice yesterday and it was kinda a-okay. Or maybe I should say great? I've never really elaborated much about soundcard but I guess it's going pretty good to me. There's soundcard chalet next week. Hopefully it'll be good. Gheez I'm all hyped up already. Gotta thank Clara for lending me the cash for chalet first. Will return latest by next week!
Headed to meet the guys at Lenny's place(For my first and also last time!). Slacked and chilled while deciding what to have for dinner for the longest time. Finally decided on Astons at AMK. Also my first time having Astons! Heh. After that we wanted to have ice cream at this "Cold Rock" place newly located near the kebun baru mcdonald's place. "Cold Rock" was supposedly famous for some kickass awesome ice cream. So yeah we bus-ed down and realised that it was about to close and we didn't want to miss it so we kinda ran across.................
TO FIND OUT THAT IT WAS A FAKIE.
Hahahahahaha it was selling bubble tea -.- Whoaaaaaa marketing technique? Haahaha. So nevermind, after the huge disappointment of not being able to have like Gummy-Bear flavoured or like.. Ferrero flavoured ice cream(?!??!! HEEHEHEHE). Okok we went to have tau huay in the end. Also kickass! Hehehehe damn full.
As quoted from Yap's blog : "these few days, eat until damn full."
Oh yeah, I gave musical auditions a miss. Hopefully I won't regret this decision. Feeling a little moody now.
(Sorry ah but I really think I'm nice)
Mmmmm. Anywayssxvzvzczbnc.
Had soundcard practice yesterday and it was kinda a-okay. Or maybe I should say great? I've never really elaborated much about soundcard but I guess it's going pretty good to me. There's soundcard chalet next week. Hopefully it'll be good. Gheez I'm all hyped up already. Gotta thank Clara for lending me the cash for chalet first. Will return latest by next week!
Headed to meet the guys at Lenny's place(For my first and also last time!). Slacked and chilled while deciding what to have for dinner for the longest time. Finally decided on Astons at AMK. Also my first time having Astons! Heh. After that we wanted to have ice cream at this "Cold Rock" place newly located near the kebun baru mcdonald's place. "Cold Rock" was supposedly famous for some kickass awesome ice cream. So yeah we bus-ed down and realised that it was about to close and we didn't want to miss it so we kinda ran across.................
TO FIND OUT THAT IT WAS A FAKIE.
Hahahahahaha it was selling bubble tea -.- Whoaaaaaa marketing technique? Haahaha. So nevermind, after the huge disappointment of not being able to have like Gummy-Bear flavoured or like.. Ferrero flavoured ice cream(?!??!! HEEHEHEHE). Okok we went to have tau huay in the end. Also kickass! Hehehehe damn full.
As quoted from Yap's blog : "these few days, eat until damn full."
Oh yeah, I gave musical auditions a miss. Hopefully I won't regret this decision. Feeling a little moody now.
Current Mood: 
sleepy
sleepy30 September 2009 @ 01:40 am
Met Syaheera on monday, after like months of not meeting. I guess. Haha! Had a mini "picnic" of subway and BK at esplanade rooftop. Followed by mass camwhoreeeee. I think it's like very little pictures already. Maybe it's because it's been too long since I camwhored! But whatever. It was fun. If only I went ahead to stand on the "pot" and take a piccy. Ugh blame the cleaner. Ok maybe not. I just couldn't figure a way to get up! Hahaha!
( Piccys for you? )
On tuesday, which was a few hours ago, I went swimming in the afternoon with Belinda, went home and head down to bugis with Belinda again to meet the rest for steamboat buffet! Woah man it's been damn long since I met the bunch and it's still super enjoyable. I miss laughing with and at everyone. Hopefully I'll be able to stay over at rk's with them on thurs!
My life is back. The lifestyle I missed. I've got plans for almost everyday and when I finally get a day to stay home, I really enjoy the day? Rather than staying home everyday... Hehe. Sooooo, I'm having soundcard tomorrow, then meet the guys for dinner. On thursday, I'll be over at rk's. On friday, I'll be having vocals. I think. Saturday, play with lanterns with the girls then stay over at cheng's. Sunday's rest day. Monday till thursday will be soundcard chalet. Friday vocals again. Oh God. I might skip soundcard chalet though. I have no money to pay! And payment's due tomorrow. Uhh should I go? "/
Ok anyway............... Nothing else already BYE. HAHAHA.
Current Mood: happy
happyCurrent Music: Yoga Lin - Ni Shi Wo De Yan
28 September 2009 @ 02:55 am
Things I say deep down from my heart when I'm down. Which I find it true sometimes. That I don't really know when I'm really happy? So maybe it's time to appreciate everything in life. Right down to the smallest detail. I should try to find joy in myself. I know I'll have something worthy to be proud of in me :) It's time to find it.
I need some self love right here.
Current Mood: calm
calmCurrent Music: Dan Hill - Sometimes when we touch
27 September 2009 @ 02:37 pm
Is it too late to realise that I have no life? Seriously. I'm so bored. Every second I am thinking of what to do next. Even when I am having a stomach ache, shitting in the god damn toilet.
I stare at my soft toy dog and smile at it. Look in the mirror and smile to myself.
When did my life become so boring. I used to be able to blog everyday with pictures; tons of them at that. Now, I have been reduced to staying at home like 3/4 my holidays. Hahaha. What happened to me? Ugh. Kay, but I can't put the blame entirely on myself aye? I haven't got my allowance. After like prolly 2 weeks since my bank has been stagnant at 58 dollars? God, how pathetic can I get. So without money, it makes me don't feel like going out. What's the point? I can't do anything can I? Rot in the streets. Or follow my friends to look at them shopping, getting the stuff that they like. And I like (prolly). That's like going around the bush to make myself unhappy. Haha, so I'm unhappy either way.
Like as if I don't want a job. Now I'm left with less than a month. Who the heck wants to hire someone who can't work for at least a month? Don't think that I didn't want to find a job immediately when holidays started. I just couldn't afford to? Y'know, with productions and all.
I wanna run away and go missing. Maybe I should continue and rot my days away, replying only who I want to and ignoring everyone else. Like how I feel people are doing to me now. I feel like shit. Ugh. No, what am I thinking. I should get a life now.
Ah you prolly know this is just a stupid moment of folly, wanting to go missing in action? You'll never see that in me. I guess. Maybe till one day when the situation is real dire. Fuck, I even had to go find out how to spell dire. What the hell.
Bye.
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Current Mood: 
Fucked up
Fucked up23 September 2009 @ 01:12 am
Loooooook what Germaine just sent to me! Hahahahaha who's the second girl from the left?!
22 September 2009 @ 03:49 pm
Wow? Been 9 days since I last blogged. Reason being, having nothing interesting to blog. And.. have became an ahma all these while. I've been so lazy to head out so much so that I've stayed home for 3 days already. Cept going out for dinner downstairs with my mum.
I kinda like this kind of life actually. The lazy, lifeless kind of life; ironically. So what have I been doing at home? Being an ahma and watching moonlight resonance via funshion, successfully completed 40 episodes in... approx. 5 days! I guess? Hahaha. And sleeping throughout days. The more I sleep, the more lazy I get. The more lazy I get, the more I stay at home.
Haven't got my allowance anyways. So I can't get no running shoes, and with that as an excuse for myself, I have temporarily stopped my diet plan. Till I get my shoes, diet will not re-start! Or maybe till I get a skipping rope, I'll start skipping for half an hour a day for a start. I don't know how tiring it is cause it's been a long time since I skipped, and have never timed my skipping. I mean like who does. Ok maybe people do time. HAHAHA.
Lastly... does anyone know where I can buy appetite supressants?
Current Mood: 
lazy
lazy13 September 2009 @ 11:20 pm
13 September 2009 @ 10:00 am
Yayzzzzzzz it's over. And it was good. I earned.... experience, new friends (Kinda), 3 carpet burns, 2 ultra big orh-chehs, 1 kinder bueno, 1 bar of merci choco, and usage of much water for 5 times wash of my hairspray dipped hair.
I had difficulty bathing because I'm rlly scared of pain so I didnt want the water to touch my carpet burn, which is on my elbow. The two others at my leg... is not rlly that big so it was okay.
So anyway thank God it's over and we had many good comments. And also, thank God that it's over because the props we made could not last any longer. Especially the refugee tent. That went out of shape already. Haha! And it was damn heavy, damn difficult to carry; without making any obvious sounds.
Okay okay, have not been taking pictures with my camera because I have no money to buy batteries for my cammy. So I just saved some from facebook.
My hairbow I tied during one of the rehearsals! So happy hehehehehehe.
Ok I post when I get more photos. My journal is damn boring now.
I had difficulty bathing because I'm rlly scared of pain so I didnt want the water to touch my carpet burn, which is on my elbow. The two others at my leg... is not rlly that big so it was okay.
So anyway thank God it's over and we had many good comments. And also, thank God that it's over because the props we made could not last any longer. Especially the refugee tent. That went out of shape already. Haha! And it was damn heavy, damn difficult to carry; without making any obvious sounds.
Okay okay, have not been taking pictures with my camera because I have no money to buy batteries for my cammy. So I just saved some from facebook.
My hairbow I tied during one of the rehearsals! So happy hehehehehehe.
Ok I post when I get more photos. My journal is damn boring now.
Current Mood: 
Pain
Pain07 September 2009 @ 08:39 pm
Hey, guess what?! I had SO MUCH fun today. LOTS OF IT!
1. School at 11AM
2. Props till 230PM
3. Ate till 3PM
4 Rot the hell out of myself till 7 waiting for rehearsal.
5. Rehearsal ended without starting.
6. Walked home from school.
7. Stopped at AMK to get Hot Fudge Sundae
8. Called home and asked if there's dinner. Yeah there WAS. I was looking forward.
Yeah, there WAS.
9. At the bus stop, mum called to tell me that my brother ate up my dinner.
Fuck or what.
Current Mood: angry
angry05 September 2009 @ 10:35 am
I miss camwhoring.
Been having dramamamama from last week and till the next Sunday, I won't be posting much I guess? Like you care?! Hahaha. Gosh I'm supposed to be at drama already but lest I go there and waste my time again, I think I'll go a little later so I waste less time than if I go now and waste more time. Makes sense? Time is precious. Life is short. Just like your dicks. (Sounds very familiar hmm,)
I suddenly feel inspired to practice my song for hmmm, an internal singing exam I've to go through 3 weeks later so as to get the green light to proceed onto the intermediate singing class. Bleahz. It's in chinese. Hua Yu Cool ok! Hehe. The teachers, including those who've came in to relief our class ALWAYS, without fail, will say that I can't pronounce chinese words properly! Ahhh since when did I neglect my cheeneh?! I always thought I sounded pretty okay as compared to the rest of my friends aye? All the jiak kentang. Oh talking about jiak kentang? I'm hungry! Hmmmmmm,
Current Mood: 
hungry
hungryCurrent Music: Kate Voegele - 99 Times
01 September 2009 @ 02:06 pm
Everything is irritating the hell outta me lah. Brother's ciggy smoke smell is the trigger of everything. Everytime he smokes I'll get damn pissed but what can I do? It's like freaking smelly lah smellier than the smelliest shit on earth. And his music, on so loud for what?! Deaf ah this one not disco ok. Then he drank the milk I bought. Not that I'm selfish lah but I never get to claim back my money and in the end I'll get blamed for using money so ever quickly, but have you ever thought why?! It's not like I bought the milk for fun. It's for my diet (However lame you guys find that, fuck it).
I would also very much like to blame myself here. Why the hell did I eat cereals in the afternoon and straight after that, my mum came back with fish porridge then I had to eat it. Later she's gna cook dinner and I'll feel bad if I don't eat what she cooks because duh she's my mum and I appreciate her efforts.
It's bad enough that I don't have a running shoe to run and the rain is obstucting me, what's makes it worst is the compulsive eating I've been up to since last night.
I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes!
Damn cranky damn cranky damn damn damn cranky!!!!!
I would also very much like to blame myself here. Why the hell did I eat cereals in the afternoon and straight after that, my mum came back with fish porridge then I had to eat it. Later she's gna cook dinner and I'll feel bad if I don't eat what she cooks because duh she's my mum and I appreciate her efforts.
It's bad enough that I don't have a running shoe to run and the rain is obstucting me, what's makes it worst is the compulsive eating I've been up to since last night.
I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes I need running shoes!
Damn cranky damn cranky damn damn damn cranky!!!!!
Current Mood: 
cranky
crankyCurrent Music: Blasting my earphones at Volume 50 I don't care what song I'm listening to